I needed to pass through through all of the phbecausees as fast as i possibly could — rush the whole process — and forget this had ever happened certainly to me. But that is not just exactly how it ever goes. We felt every thing simultaneously. My human body actually ached. I’d be driving and I’d have actually to pull over. My upper body heaved with sobs. Snot dripped into my lips. I really couldn’t stop crying. I’d beg God — if there also had been A jesus — to really make the pain end.
Songs I’d never noticed from the radio unexpectedly had meaning in my situation. “You’re a liar, a cheat, unfaithful dog / You tossed away all our love and trust / It’s so hard to see simply who you really are! ” I’d howl the language to “Amnesia” when I drove along. Once the months dragged on, Bruno Mars sang in my experience. (Pokračování textu…)